I am sittingĀ here at my desk feeling really unmotivated, lazy and overwelmed.
I have a laundry list of stuff that I should be doing: painting, gessoing, epoxying, cleaning, taking a shower, shopping for groceries, going to the museum, taking pictures of my art, putting together my portfolio, applying for grants and residencies, paying bills, writing a script for a short documentary, planning an art opening, going to the movies, shopping for clothes, researching art shows to attend, making several calls, walking, yoga, eating right and many otherĀ things that are floating around in my head. I hate being alone. Sometimes it makes all the difference to haveĀ someone help you.
I was also thinking of going to San Diego today. I donāt even want to open the āGame of Thronesā book I started reading.
I know I know baby steps. I guess Iāll jump in the shower. Itās a start. (Or maybe I will watch some more Dr Who??)
(Oh, did I tell you I just started my period?? I guess that totally debunks all of the aboveā¦LOLOL)
My world
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